A Secret Revealed My bedroom is directly across the hall from our bathroom; and there is a small gap around one side where the bathroom door doesn't fit tightly. One night when I was about 12; I was sitting on my bed doing homework when I saw daddy go into the bathroom with a magazine in his hand. At first; I didn't think anything of it...he did that a lot. "Going to the Library", he would say. But this time I noticed that he was carrying a Playboy magazine! And; even at 12 years old, I knew what Playboy was. But I (at that time) didn't know what kind of fascination that type of book held for men. I went on working on my homework for a little while until my eyes caught some sort of "quick" movement in the bathroom. So; I moved to where I could see through the gap in the door a little better. What I saw then totally amazed and surprised me! My Dad was sitting on the stool looking at the magazine and had his "thing" in his hand stroking it up and down. Now; I had never seen a man's thing before. Oh; I knew about them from SexEd at school...and I even knew what an "erection" was. But I wasn't prepared for how BIG it got during an erection. And daddy had AN ERECTION!! " Was it something in the magazine that did that to him?" I wondered. At any rate; his movements increased in speed and intensity and his breathing seemed to be labored an short. After a while; he tensed all of a sudden and then squirted some white, creamy stuff into the bowl. Then; he seemed to instantly become very calm and proceed to fasten his pants, roll up the magazine and left the bathroom. I almost broke my finger opening one of my school books so quickly. I felt that it wouldn't be good if he knew I was watching...whatever the heck I was watching! Mom had left us unexpectedly when I was 10; and I never understood why. Daddy wouldn't talk much about it; except to refer to her as a "Two-Timing Bitch"...whatever that means. So I had sort of gotten used to it just being me and daddy...in fact I kind of liked it that way. …and then things took a turn
