Forbidden Obsessions: A Teenager's Descent into Dark BDSM and Secret Perversions I returned from my camping trip that year a different person. Now that I have had my eyes opened to what a real cock and cum felt like as well as tasting piss other than my own, a monster was brewing inside. My new found love for cock, piss and being fucked would have to be contained now back at hometown and back at school. Things were ok for awhile jerking off and dreaming but I could not get over what had happened and wanted more....but didn't want anyone to know I was gay or fag... Several months later I was out to visit my cousin at college and on the way back late one night we stopped at a road side rest not to far from where I lived to go the bathroom. I went into the bathroom and realized there was writing on the wall with phone numbers and all sorts of smut...I wrote some of the numbers down. I went to a pay phone on night and called one of them and this deep voiced man answered on the other side. I said that I found his number and immediately he asked if I was a cock sucker...I stayed silent...I then said I wasn't sure...He said, listen fag you either are or your not. Have you sucked a cock yet? I told him I had and that I had been fucked....he murmmerd perfect.... …the next moment changed everything
