Dirty Secrets and Forbidden Desires Chapter 2: A Mothers Shameful Obsessions

The Judgment of Sgt. J "Chapter 2: Darkness closes in on Kay"

After my long shower, I sat in the bathroom thinking about what I had done. It might have been wrong however, it was the only way that I could support my daughter Sherri and myself. I also figured that Cathy would get over it as well.

The days turned to weeks and I kept doing what I was. I dressed sexy as possible each day for work and extra sexy on Fridays for Jack and his clients. The money I made in tips was enough to get what we needed. I was also able to start putting money into the bank.

I also had become addicted to a few things. One was dressing sexy which I did not only for work but for my everyday life as well. I loved the catcalls I got from men when I walked down the street. I loved to tease as I shopped at the stores. I also took up drinking which will only lead me to problems later in life.

My worst addict turned out to be sex. I craved sex and I did not care whether it was with a man or woman. Cathy and I were still having fun together but that was about to change. It was midweek and Cathy was at work while Sherri was in school.

It was a lovely day in May with the sun shining brightly. I decided to go to the grocery store to pick up a few things. I slipped on a pair of short shorts, a low cut tank top with a built in bra and a pair of sandals. I made sure you could see plenty of tits both when I bent over or just normal cleavage when standing straight. I drove to the store and parked my car.

I no sooner got out of the car than an older man was checking my tits out as I walked by him. I stopped and turned to look at him to find he was still staring at me probably checking out my butt. I smiled at him as I bent over pretending to adjust my sandals. When I did, my tits fell forward in my tank top. I could see down it so I knew he was getting a nice shot of the girls as I bent down.

I smiled at him as I turned back around and walked into the store. I stopped to see if he had followed me however, he had not. His loss I thought as I walked up and down the aisles getting what I needed. I decided to get a bottle of wine so I went to the beer and wine section of the store. When I got there, I noticed a man about nineteen or twenty as he was picking up a twelve pack of beer. I went to the wines where I bent over to the bottom self as I did I glanced back at him to see that he was checking my ass.

The man moved closer until he was standing next to me. He was pretending to check out the wine however, his eyes were looking down my tank top. I bent over giving him a long hard look at the girls as they hung in my tank top. When I stood back up one of the girls did not return to the inside of my tank top.

I looked down at my tit that was hanging out at him. The man was standing there with his mouth hanging open. I scooped my tit back into my tank top as I smiled at him.

"Sorry about that they have a mind of their own sometimes," I said to him giving a little laugh.

The man smiled as he replied, "And a lovely mind they have," giving a little laugh.

I looked down to the jogging pants he had on; the front of them were bulging out from his crotch area. The man had popped a boner while he was checking my ass and my tits.

I smiled as I said, "Looks like that has a mind of his own as well," as I licked my lips.

The man turned a little red in his face then slipped the beer he was holding to the front of his jogging pants. The beer was now hiding his boner from me. I felt my pussy start to twitch and get wet as I stood there. When my pussy did that it meant it needed some cock.

I walked over to him until I was right beside him as I said, "If you like I could take care of that for you," pushing the twelve pack from his boner. I walked a little ways past him then turned back around to him as I added, "Just follow me to my car if your interested," as I walked to the check out line.

The man was in line right behind me. I checked out then went to my car with him in tow. I tossed my stuff into my trunk before I opened my driver door. He was just standing there as I got into my car.

"Well get in the other side," I said to him as I closed my door.

The man ran to the passenger side and hopped into my car. He sat his beer down onto the floor of my car. He had no sooner sat the beer down than his hands went to my tits. He was rubbing and squeezing at them with both hands. He finally freed them from my tank top as he pinched my nipples hard between his forefinger and his thumb.

As he played with my tits, I ran my hand to his cock. I grabbed at it through his jogging pants. His cock was rock hard and it seemed huge as my hand squeezed at it. I rather pushed his hands from my tits and I leaned over putting my head into his lap. I pulled his jogging pants down over his hard cock. I sat back up quickly when I saw his cock.

"God damn that's a big fucking dick," I screamed.

The man pulled his jogging pants back over his cock and gave me a sad look as he replied, "I understand most girls are afraid of it," as he looked away from me.

"I said it was a big fucking dick not that I was afraid of it," I said. "Come home with me and I will show you," I added as I started my car.

The man smiled and we drove to my house. On the way I told him my name and found out his was Andy. He was a college student attending the local college. He was from Texas, which made sense with a piece of meat like that between his legs.

Andy seemed a little shy and he explained he has never gone all the way with a woman before. He told me most women were afraid of his cock, I told him I had never seen one that big in person before but I was not afraid of it. I reached over and gave that hard cock another feel as I drove us to my house.

By the time we got there my jean, shorts were wet with my juices. I jumped from my car as I told Andy to follow me. I led him straight to the bedroom, Cathy and mine bedroom that is. I told him to get undressed as I did the same. I turned around after I had removed my clothes to find him standing there naked his huge hard cock dancing in front of him.

I pushed him back onto the bed and climbed between his legs. My face was right at his huge cock. I wrapped my hand around it and started to pump my hand up and down it. I added my other hand around it and noticed there was still cock sticking up from both my hands.

"Damn just how big is your cock?" I asked Andy.

"It is only ten inches," Andy replied.

I started to pump on his cock with both my hands as I thought only ten inches. I lowered my head to his cock and used my tongue to lick at the head of his cock while I pumped at it with my hands. His cock started to leak pre- cum right away. I should say his pre- cum flowed from the head of his cock.

I licked at it as it did, as I love the taste of it. I took his dick head into my mouth and sucked at it getting all of his pre-cum that flowed from it. His cock was long but not very thick. It also curved upward about half way up his cock. I started to slowly work my head up and down his cock.

"AHhhhh shit that feels good," Andy moaned from the bed.

I kept bobbing my head up and down on his cock working more of it into my mouth. I almost had it all in my mouth when I felt like I was going to choke. I removed my mouth from his cock wiping his trailing pre-cum from my lips as I caught my breath.

"That was more than anyone has ever taken into their mouth," Andy said smiling at me.

I pumped at his cock with my hand as I replied, "Let's see how much will fit in my other hole."

I climbed on top of him and placed his cock at my wet pussy. I slid down onto about half of it then back up it. I was soon sliding my pussy up and down his cock working more of it up inside me each time. I finally got it all up inside of my pussy. I sat there on top of him grinding my pussy back and forth on his huge cock.

I leaned forward as I started to fuck his cock. Andy's hand went to my tits then he kissed and sucked at them as I rode his cock like a wild woman. His hand went to my butt pulling me up and down on his cock. That curve in his cock was rubbing against my special spot. Pure pleasures started to course through my body.

"AHHhhh fuck," I moaned out as a powerful orgasm came over me.

My eyes rolled up into my head as my eyes went shut. The world seemed to have stopped as I tingled all over my body. I felt my pussy sucking at his cock as Andy slammed me back down on it. His cock pressing against the back wall of my pussy when he did.

"AHHHH SHIT Kay," Andy screamed out pulling my butt cheeks apart with his hands.

Andy's cock swelled in my pussy then jerked as cum splashed deep in my pussy. My own pussy twitched and my juices squirted from it splashing onto his stomach. I had three or four strong orgasm as he filled my pussy full of cum from his huge cock.

I collapsed onto him wrapping my arms around his neck. I lie like that coming back down to earth from my best orgasm ever. His cock slipped from my pussy as his cum ran out in chunks. I rolled from him to see his cum was still running out and down my thighs.

I also saw that there was a wet spot on the bed by his legs. My pussy was still twitching from his cock as his cum poured from it. I was about to tell him his cock was the greatest when I heard.

"WHAT the fuck KAY," Cathy screamed.

I looked to see her standing by the bed with her hands on her hips. Andy shot from the bed grabbing his clothes as he ran from the room. I got up onto my knees and as I did, my pussy left out a loud long pussy fart spilling the rest of his cum from my pussy.

"DAMN it Kay, if you have to fuck do it somewhere else not in the bed I share with you," Cathy yelled at me. "Show me some respect even if you don't show yourself any," she added.

"I'm sorry," I replied as I looked at her from the bed.

"No your not you are only sorry you got caught," Cathy said.

I heard our front door slam as I got off the bed. I ran out to see that Andy had taken off and I did not blame him as Cathy was pissed. Cathy came out and she told me I had better get those man juices off those sheets and the smell of man from her bedroom.

"Cathy, I am sorry I don't know what came over me," I replied to her as I went to her.

"Don't touch me Kay, just don't touch me," Cathy said as she pushed me away and ran into the bathroom.

I ran after her but she had locked the door. I asked her to let me in but she told me to leave her alone. I stood outside our bathroom door listening to her crying. I went back to our bedroom got dressed and removed the sheets from our bed. I also had to wipe up cum puddles that had dripped from my pussy onto our bedroom floor. I was putting new sheets onto our bed when Cathy came back into our bedroom.

"You ever bring a man back into my house it has better be to move your shit out," Cathy said. "You know your daughter will be home any second you are lucky I caught you and not her," Cathy added in disgust shaking her head.

Cathy was right I had forgotten all about Sherri coming home from school. I ran to the bathroom jumping into the shower. I tried to wash my sins away as I did. However, I also thought how wonderful that fuck with Andy had been.

I finished my shower and I slipped on my robe. I walked into the hallway to see Cathy and Sherri sitting together on the sofa. Sherri was showing her what she had done in school today. I stood there thinking how I could not remember her ever showing me. Cathy had not said it but I know she thought I was a bad mother.

I went into our bedroom and sat down on the bed. I buried my face into my hands crying. My life sucked, I was a common slut as well as an unfit mother. I dressed for work and looked into the mirror; I was just a slut I thought as I sat down crying into my hands on the bed once again. I looked up pulling my face from my hands. I saw Sherri standing in front of me staring at me. Her face was full of worry as she did.

"Mommy, did Cathy hurt you like that man used too?" Sherri asked.

"No sweetie," "Mommy just does not feel good that is all," I replied taking her into my arms.

As I held her, I realized she had said that man. She has always refused to call him her father or daddy. I also thought about how she had thought Cathy had hurt me when instead I had hurt Cathy. I sent Sherri from the room telling her I had to get ready to go to work.

"If your sick mommy you should stay home," Sherri said to me.

"Mommy can't we have to survive," I replied.

Sherri started to ask a bunch of questions as she was at that age. I cannot even remember the questions however they were questions I did not want to answer. Her constant questioning was getting on my nerves. I finally had enough of her questions.

"SHERRI, just leave me alone," I screamed.

Sherri ran from the bedroom into hers. I ran after her only to find she had locked her door. I knocked as I told her I was sorry for yelling at her. I asked her to let me in to talk to her.

"NO, I hate you'" "You don't love me and you let that man kill my puppy,"
Sherri screamed from her closed door.

"SHERRI. You let me in right this minute young lady," I yelled.

"Kay, stop your scaring her," Cathy said. "You go to work and I will talk to her," she added.

I did not even look to Cathy I just grabbed my purse and I ran out the door. I drove crying to work. I wiped my eyes before I went inside. One of the girls came over to me and she told me I looked like hell. I explained it had been a rough morning. She opened her purse and she removed a pill bottle from it.

"Here take one of these it will put happy back on your face," she said.

I took it from her as I grabbed a glass of water. I took it without ever knowing what it was. Whatever it was it sure helped. I was back to flirting with the customers as if nothing had even happened today. That was until near

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