"Apparently they like me, which is awesome," says Siren, whose performing prowess and attitude have led to return appearances for several studios in recent months.The former gymnast has landed in three different volumes of both Lesbian Legal and Mother-Daughter Exchange Club and four editions of Women Seeking Women, the winningest lesbian series of all time from Girlfriends Films, which is in its 18th year as an industry leader in all-girl porn."I have all these DVDs and a lot of them I'm on the cover and that's fucking awesome," Siren admits. "So I'm really grateful for them. I really wouldn't be here without them. I appreciate them seeing me as talent and using me as talent and I hope they continue to."Siren came back to the porn industry in the fall of 2017 after a hiatus of more than four years. When she made her adult film debut in 2013 she was Bella Bends and did less than a dozen scenes for only a handful of companies before realizing it wasn't the right time for her to go all in with adult."I just didn't feel very great about myself, so once I started getting pictures back it was like I don't want to do this. This isn't what I feel like I look like and what I feel like," Siren recalls. "Somewhere around five years later I came back; I actually started back on this website called MyFreeImplants."And with this site I raised the money for my boob job. And I did that by showing pictures of my body, making little video clips and responding to messages."And I think that gave me so much confidence—that these guys are paying to talk to me the way I was. And yeah, the main goal was to transform myself, but what they really liked was me—the way I responded to them, the way I did certain things for them and they just made me feel like OK, I can be sexy no matter who I am, no matter what I look like."Siren says the first key moment of her comeback came when she was spotted on Twitter by veteran director Ariel X, who booked her to perform on Kink's wrestling site, "And I had been wanting to do Ultimate Surrender since I was Bella," Siren explains. "Like years and years ago I always wanted to do that because I'm a gymnast. That's who I am. …but everything was about to change




