Unlocking the Secrets of My 18th Year: A Journey of Self Discovery and Forbidden Desires
"Again I'm having the same dream" I thought to myself. It's always the same cold and dreary room. At first it always seems pitch black but thanks to a few small candles litted around the room I can see into the next room. In the next room there is always a red sofa where a strange women awaits for my company. I can't hear her voice but I know she calling to me.
As I get off the bed to come to her I feel the same sharp pain in my eyes. I never stop moving as almost if my body was possessed. Drawling me closer to this mysterious women with every step. When I finally reach the sofa my heart starts thumping wildly like a horse on a open field.
Again she signals me to sit down by her. The mysterious women does nothing more nor nothing less. And in reply to her soundless motion I take my seat next to her. As I sit down next to her she let's off a odd yet luscious smell that could hypnotize even the holiest of men. It's always chilling how beautiful this women is, as if she wasn't from this world. Her eyes are dark crimson red but always give off this gentle feeling. That always make me fall in love with her in a instant.
While looking towards me she always occasionlly plays with her silk like long black hair. After staring deeply into my eyes, she finally begins to talk but I hear no sound. Im only able to faintly understand one sentence. 'You have come to age.' She looks at me with a bright smile, because I was able to understand what she was trying so say.Then as she begins to lean over to me I always wake up in cold sweat gripping on the only thing I ever received from a father I never met.
It's nothing new to me. I've been having same dream ever since my 18th birthday. At first it was only happening once a week, but now its happening every night.
"Shit! Im going to be late." I shouted after looking at the time on my IPhone.
You see today is the first day of the 18 years I've spent on this planet that I will be living alone. Well with my best friend.
"Jaden down stairs now!" My mom shouted from down stairs.
"I'm coming mom." I said in a nonchalant tone.
You see my mother has always raised me by herself ever since the day I was born. So I was pretty much her baby but recently she married my step dad John. He's a nice guy but lately it seemed like my mother has been acting like a stranger. So I saved up the money that I earned during the summer to rent a apartment with my best friend.
"What is it mom? I'm trying to pack before Noah gets here." Trying to make up excuse to avoid my mother from seeing my hard on.
"Oh honey let him be, he's a growing boy."John said laughing while drink his morning redbull.
"But John, its not going to be the same without Jaden in the house. What am I going to do without my baby boy?"My mom said with a sad expression on her face.
"Haha don't worry I'll keep you busy long enough. With that tight ass of yours I'm sure I can think of a few things." He said while groping her ass.
"You guys need to get a room already." I said with a disgusted look on my face. My mom was about to say something but my cell phone interrupted her. It was Noah!
"Your outside! Hell yeah im coming! Give me ten minutes!" I hung up the phone and with that I packed up rest of clothes and said goodbye to the house I've spent my whole life in.
After a 2 hour car drive we finally reach our apartment. "Were finally free from rules Noah. From this moment on were bachelors, who live on the wild side!" The words just left my mouth. I couldn't wait to meet girls and go to clubs. All my life I had to go to all boys schools but now im free to make my own choices in life.
"Um Jaden, buddy I have to tell you something before we go up to your apartment." He said looking worried about something.
I didn't really pay him any mind and just ran up the stairs. All that was going though my mind was I'm free.
When I got up the stairs the door was already unlock. I went in without giving it a second thought.
To my surprise there was a naked girl with pink hair.
"Noah!" I barked after seeing a real girl naked for the first time.
With his head low Noah said "Jaden I guess you met Amanda already."
"What the fuck! Bro what the hell is this? I thought it was going to be me and you until we got girlfriends!"I exclaimed furiously.
"I was going to tell you during the car ride but you seemed so happy. You see I met this girl last week and we decided to move in together. Look I know your mad but that girl has no were to go and I figured since you can't pay the rent by yourself she could help you." He said passing me my bookbag.
"I don't even know who she is. My mother would kill me if she finds out I lied to her and that I'm living with a girl."
Noah then smiled and said."You do know her, her name is Amanda and she's single." he said while walking towards his car.
After standing outside my apartment for a while, the door opened.
"So are you going to stand outside or come in?" The girl with pink colored hair said. I walked into the apartment not looking her in the eyes.
"So I take it you already know we're going to be living together?
but if you feel uncomfortable I'll leave." I said trying to stay calm.
She grab my face and said. "You know your not bad as bad looking as I thought you were going to be. "When Ashley (Noah girlfirend) said she had new a cute guy I could move in with, to be honest I thought she was lying. But your kind of cute especially with your crimson red eyes, and short jet black hair."
What is she talking about my eye color is green like my mother, and my hair color is brown.
"What are you talking about my eye color is green. Where is the bathroom? I'll show you that your wrong."
She pointed to the left door at THE END
As I get off the bed to come to her I feel the same sharp pain in my eyes. I never stop moving as almost if my body was possessed. Drawling me closer to this mysterious women with every step. When I finally reach the sofa my heart starts thumping wildly like a horse on a open field.
Again she signals me to sit down by her. The mysterious women does nothing more nor nothing less. And in reply to her soundless motion I take my seat next to her. As I sit down next to her she let's off a odd yet luscious smell that could hypnotize even the holiest of men. It's always chilling how beautiful this women is, as if she wasn't from this world. Her eyes are dark crimson red but always give off this gentle feeling. That always make me fall in love with her in a instant.
While looking towards me she always occasionlly plays with her silk like long black hair. After staring deeply into my eyes, she finally begins to talk but I hear no sound. Im only able to faintly understand one sentence. 'You have come to age.' She looks at me with a bright smile, because I was able to understand what she was trying so say.Then as she begins to lean over to me I always wake up in cold sweat gripping on the only thing I ever received from a father I never met.
It's nothing new to me. I've been having same dream ever since my 18th birthday. At first it was only happening once a week, but now its happening every night.
"Shit! Im going to be late." I shouted after looking at the time on my IPhone.
You see today is the first day of the 18 years I've spent on this planet that I will be living alone. Well with my best friend.
"Jaden down stairs now!" My mom shouted from down stairs.
"I'm coming mom." I said in a nonchalant tone.
You see my mother has always raised me by herself ever since the day I was born. So I was pretty much her baby but recently she married my step dad John. He's a nice guy but lately it seemed like my mother has been acting like a stranger. So I saved up the money that I earned during the summer to rent a apartment with my best friend.
"What is it mom? I'm trying to pack before Noah gets here." Trying to make up excuse to avoid my mother from seeing my hard on.
"Oh honey let him be, he's a growing boy."John said laughing while drink his morning redbull.
"But John, its not going to be the same without Jaden in the house. What am I going to do without my baby boy?"My mom said with a sad expression on her face.
"Haha don't worry I'll keep you busy long enough. With that tight ass of yours I'm sure I can think of a few things." He said while groping her ass.
"You guys need to get a room already." I said with a disgusted look on my face. My mom was about to say something but my cell phone interrupted her. It was Noah!
"Your outside! Hell yeah im coming! Give me ten minutes!" I hung up the phone and with that I packed up rest of clothes and said goodbye to the house I've spent my whole life in.
After a 2 hour car drive we finally reach our apartment. "Were finally free from rules Noah. From this moment on were bachelors, who live on the wild side!" The words just left my mouth. I couldn't wait to meet girls and go to clubs. All my life I had to go to all boys schools but now im free to make my own choices in life.
"Um Jaden, buddy I have to tell you something before we go up to your apartment." He said looking worried about something.
I didn't really pay him any mind and just ran up the stairs. All that was going though my mind was I'm free.
When I got up the stairs the door was already unlock. I went in without giving it a second thought.
To my surprise there was a naked girl with pink hair.
"Noah!" I barked after seeing a real girl naked for the first time.
With his head low Noah said "Jaden I guess you met Amanda already."
"What the fuck! Bro what the hell is this? I thought it was going to be me and you until we got girlfriends!"I exclaimed furiously.
"I was going to tell you during the car ride but you seemed so happy. You see I met this girl last week and we decided to move in together. Look I know your mad but that girl has no were to go and I figured since you can't pay the rent by yourself she could help you." He said passing me my bookbag.
"I don't even know who she is. My mother would kill me if she finds out I lied to her and that I'm living with a girl."
Noah then smiled and said."You do know her, her name is Amanda and she's single." he said while walking towards his car.
After standing outside my apartment for a while, the door opened.
"So are you going to stand outside or come in?" The girl with pink colored hair said. I walked into the apartment not looking her in the eyes.
"So I take it you already know we're going to be living together?
but if you feel uncomfortable I'll leave." I said trying to stay calm.
She grab my face and said. "You know your not bad as bad looking as I thought you were going to be. "When Ashley (Noah girlfirend) said she had new a cute guy I could move in with, to be honest I thought she was lying. But your kind of cute especially with your crimson red eyes, and short jet black hair."
What is she talking about my eye color is green like my mother, and my hair color is brown.
"What are you talking about my eye color is green. Where is the bathroom? I'll show you that your wrong."
She pointed to the left door at THE END
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