I am now a single 59 year old woman, after finalising what I would call a messy divorce. I thought after 30 plus year of marriage and 5 beautiful kids. My husband would actually be nice about divorce proceedings. But he really tried to turn into a mud slinging match, he made wild accusations about me that were so hurtful and incorrect. Like the one where I was having an affair with my daughters boyfriend when they were in college and that I was pregnant and had an abortion because if the affair had came out my business and family would be ruined. I never had an affair with Kellys boyfriend, but I did have an abortion after finding out I was pregnant with my 6th child after my husband lied about getting a snip. I lost a few friends over this marriage and the one I valued the most. Diane and I were friends for 30 years and all of a sudden she stopped talking to me and just not bothering to come see if I was ok.

I want to get these friendships back My brother is getting married in Bermuda and I was the only one from my family that was invited or even wanted to go. He has been pretty much kicked out of the family for his choices in life, in the way of his sexuality. Mum and dad pretty much cut him out of the family and and my sisters followed suit. I didn't want to do that to my baby brother, he is a good guy and the man he is marrying is just as beautiful as grant is and I will be happy to attend this wedding and actually stand beside him at the aisle. My daughters were invited, but they don't want to travel with their families. When he told mum and dad about him being gay, it really rocked him when they disowned him.  The man is a respected lawyer and he beautiful human being, I took his side and mum and dad didn't like it. When mum and dad died, they still hadn't forgiven grant and it still hurts grant.

I flew to Bermuda a week early to get some rest and relaxation before the wedding, I have been supper busy with my clothing design business and I haven't stopped for 2 years really and this holiday is what I need. After checking in and sleeping for 12 hours I went and laid by the pool and enjoyed the rays. As I was walking through the love I saw a familiar face, it was my best friend Dianne or my ex best friend Dianne. She looked so different to the last time I saw her, her hair was short and she was in good shape. I love her hair being short the way it is and she actually looks good. She was sitting at the bar by herself just having a drink and I knew I had to see her and just talk to her, I kissed her and I believe she has stopped talking to me because of my ex husband.

I went and tapped her on the shoulder and said "hi stranger" she spun around and she looked like she had seen a ghost "oh my god Chris you scared the shit out of me" she hugged me and started crying, was crying in the moment as well. It had been 3 long years since we had a conversation and maybe longer since we had a face to face meeting "I have missed you so much Dianne and I never want you to leave me again" she sobbed and sobbed for so long "I thought you didn't want to know me after I came out of the closet. You sent me emails and vial text messages to me saying cruel stuff, that I was a dumb dyke and I should be dead" I never sent stuff like that to he and I knew for a fact I didn't even know she was even gay. "Wait a minute I never sent you vile texts or emails of that nature, I honestly didn't know you were gay" she got her phone out and showed me the messages and what the dates were.

I was horrified to read these messages and why have they been sent to my best friend Dianne, the only explanation is that my deadshit husband hacked into my email account and sent them and stole me]y phone. I didn't have anything to say and I couldn't believe this is how my lifelong friendship has ended, I went back to my room and started packing my bags. I couldn't be here on the same island as dianne knowing what I have essentially done and as I was starting to pack my bags, I thought how I would upset my baby brother and I didn't want to ruin his special day andI knew I wasn't that kind of person. I went back down to the pool and dianne was still sitting at the bar, I needed to apologise to her and tell her my side of the story, I wanted her back in my life.

I walked up to her and she was wearing a black bikini and her tits looked so good in the bikini top, I was wearing a one piece suit and I didn't care how I looked. I sat next to her and started talking "dianne I am extremely sorry for those messages, I don't what came over me and I can see why you ended our friendship and I only hope you can forgive me and we can start over again" she hugged me and started to sob "Chris honey I know you didn't send those messages and it doesn't surprise me that you would own up for something you didn't do. That's why I love you. I have missed you so much and I wish it never happened,. As for starting up again, we never ended our friendship as far as I am concerned" we hugged and kissed again, she is so sweet. would you like to be my dater my baby brothers wedding next week". She smiled and said "grant is getting married?" I nodded my head and she went sad "I can't I'm going home tomorrow. We should catch up when you get back"

We went out for dinner that night and celebrated being friends again and it was so nice seeing her happy again. I know she has been battling a few things in her life since her brother died and I tried so hard to be there for her but my ex got in the way. I have always found her to be a beautiful woman and I am oddly starting to have feelings for her in a way I would never have thought I would. Grants wedding was a beautiful occasion, my sisters surprised him by coming and being by his side as we walked down the aisle. I was so happy my sisters came and supported him. Beth was the only one I thought would change her mind and come as she was closest to him before it all went to shit. I thought about how happy grant and nick were and that I want that again, but I don't know who with When I got back from Bermuda I rang dianne straight away to see if she wanted to catch up for dinner or a drink. But when I rang her I thought I don't want to seem desperate to see her and maybe just get back to normal. I decided to hang the phone up and unpacked.

That night I went to a gay bar for the first time in my life, it was an experience to say the least. I sat in the back and just people watched the whole night, most old the women were probably 30 to 40 years younger than I am and I really didn't know what to do. A lovely young lady came and sat with me and we tried to talk, but the music was too loud to hear anything. I knew I was out of my comfort zone. I saw dianne come over to me with a bottle of champaign and she was laughing and she probably thought I was doing this as a joke "honey why are you here" she asked I shrugged my shoulders and said "I wanted to experience something new and well I am not really cut out for these bars" she poured us a glass of  Champagne and said "no I doubt you are honey. But do you think  you are gay or bi" I didn't really know how to answer it "I don't know dianne I see how happy my baby brother is and I feel I want to be as happy as he is and if that's with a woman I would be ok with that" she smiled and asked "honey when id was going through what you are going through now and someone close to both of  us asked do you want to start dating women and I said yes I do. So Chris honey do you want to start dating women" I took a sip of my champagne and thought about it and smiled and knew "yeah I do and I do want to marry a woman". She took my hand and we left the bar.

We stood outside the bar and she started kissing me and it was nice too be honest, I kissed back and she seemed to like what I was doing. We had women and men come up to us and say "get a room" we laughed and said "we will" but before we got a cab dianne confessed her love to me "christ honey you were my first crush and when I received those vile messages and email from you I thought my chance with you was gone. I love you" she got down on one knee and I picked her up and said "I am not ready to marry you just yet. Can we just have sex first" she laughed and hailed a cab. The whole cab ride home dianne couldn't keep her hands off me or away from my crotch, I was wearing a pink dress and a pair of white hipster briefs. "Your pussy is wet for me isn't it?" She whispered in my ear. I shuddered when she asked me.

I nodded my hear We reached my apartment and entered the apartment. We went straight upstairs to my bed room. I stood at the foot of my bed and threw the blanket off my bed, while I did that dianne unzipped my dress and took it off "your body is as hot as I remember it" I blushed she unclipped my bra and started fondling my saggy tits, and then she put her hand down the front of my panties and started fingering my pussy. My mouth was wide open trying top scream. She dropped to her knees and pulled my panties down and slapped my arse "your arse has stayed in perfect shape over the years babe" doing a 100 squats every day helps. She kissed my arse cheeks and spread my butt cheeks open, the amount of times my ex husband fucked my arse I could count on one hand, I loved it and he hated it. I told Dianne many times I loved having my arse fucked. She inserted 2 fingers into my arse and started fingering my bum, it felt so good "is this better than dans cock" I laughed and moaned.

She spun me around after fingering my arse and looked straight at my bush, she rubbed my pussy and purred "your bush needs a trim honey" I reckon I haven't touched my bush in my entire life, its really thick. She pushed me onto the bed and climbed on top of me and started kissing me and fingering my wet pussy, her fingers were workings fast and hard,. It wanted to explode in her hand. She quickly moved herself down to my pussy and started licking it, god she was brilliant at this and her tongue did

its job as it should. Her fingers kept working faster and faster at my pussy and I was screaming for more and more. She found my clit and she clamped onto it with force, she sucked so hard it was painful. I reached the best climax of my life thanks to Dianne.

I don't remember what happened next but I woke the next morning still naked in bed with Dianne, I removed the blanket and looked down at my pussy and bush, there was no hair there now. I didn't really care as it looks better than the thick bush I had. Dianne woke up and looked at me and smiled, I meant down and kissed her and she said "the hangover might be bad but the woman I am with is the best" we laughed and stayed in bed for the rest of the day. we dint have a friendship any more but we can be lovers instead.