When Childhood Trauma Meets Exploitation: A Young Girl's Descent into Darkness Of course this is just a story and not true. Nothing like this should ever really happen but I am afraid that it does. Please read it just for your entertainment. The publishing rules say that everyone in these stories has to be at least 16 so even though the story is totally fiction, everyone in it is at least 16. Enjoy. _________________________________________________________________________________ I was born and raised in a slum neighborhood in Detroit. Mom was an unwed mother who lived on food stamps and other government handouts or the safety net, whatever you want to call it. We lived in a small apartment in a complex run by the city. It was pretty run down, not very well cared for or very safe. I was always a skinny kid. I wore used clothes that she bought at the charity stores and played with the few toys that she also got there. I never really realized how bad we had it as it was all that I had ever known. Mom looked older than she really was and she wore old clothes like me. She was 5'4" and weighed 160 pounds. She had big boobs but they no longer had a good shape like the younger girls and women. I knew that Mom made some extra money sometimes by letting men come to the house and go to bed with her. She always told me they were her 'boyfriends'. She always waited till she thought I was asleep before she did anything with them but I listened to the noises that they made while they were in her room. She didn't like doing it but she could not get any job, especially while raising me. One day when I was getting a little older, we were at a small grocery store a couple blocks from home. No major stores would set up shop in a neighborhood like ours. …the next moment changed everything
When Childhood Trauma Meets Exploitation: A Young Girl's Descent into Darkness
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I was born and raised in a slum neighborhood in Detroit. Mom was an unwed mother who lived on food stamps and other government handouts or the safety net, whatever you want to call it. We lived in a small apartment in a complex run by the city. It was pretty run down, not very well cared for or very safe. I was always a skinny kid. I wore used clothes that she bought at the charity stores and played with the few toys that she also got there. I never really realized how bad we had it as it was all that I had ever known.
Mom looked older than she really was and she wore old clothes like me. She was 5'4" and weighed 160 pounds. She had big boobs but they no longer had a good shape like the younger girls and women. I knew that Mom made some extra money sometimes by letting men come to the house and go to bed with her. She always told me they were her 'boyfriends'. She always waited till she thought I was asleep before she did anything with them but I listened to the noises that they made while they were in her room. She didn't like doing it but she could not get any job, especially while raising me.
One day when I was getting a little older, we were at a small grocery store a couple blocks from home. No major stores would set up shop in a neighborhood like ours. Mom was at the meat counter looking at some great looking T-bone steaks. The grocer, an older Black man asked her if that was what she wanted. Mom said that she would really love to have a good steak because it had been so long from when she last had one. She told him that she could not afford it and would need to buy a much cheap cut of meat.
The grocer looked around the store to see if there was anyone else shopping. "I'll tell you what" he said, "I will give you the steaks free this time if you let me touch your little girl between her legs." Mom stopped in her tracks. She looked at him and then at me and then back at him. "Doreen, go behind the counter and stand next to the nice man. He's going to touch you in your peepee place and it will feel good." "OK Momma."
I walked around and stood next to him. He put his arm around my shoulder. "Pull your dress up for me, Honey." I did what he said. He put his big black hand on my snow white tummy and then slid it down inside my panties. His thick finger slid between my legs and into the slit between my puffy place. I didn't have any hair down there yet. His finger rubbed against a spot just above my peepee hole. It did feel nice. Then he put his finger up to the first knuckle up in my hole and moved it in and out several times. That felt funny but good too. My mother said that that was enough and he took his hand away and put the finger that had been in me up to his mouth and sucked on it.
I went back to my mother's side. He wrapped a large T-bone steak and put it with the other things we bought. "Be sure to come back again and bring your pretty little daughter with you." On the way home Mommy told me not to tell anyone what the man had done. She said that some people might not think that it was a nice thing to do. She asked what I thought about him touching me there. I told her that I was a little nervous but that it had felt nice when he did it. She smiled and told me that she thinks it feels nice when someone does it to her too. She leaned over and gave me a little kiss on top of my head and we walked home.
A couple nights later I woke up to go to the bathroom and I heard noises coming from Mommy's room again. When I went out into the hall to go to the bathroom, I saw that her door was not fully closed. My curiosity got the best of me and I went over to her door. I pushed it a little bit wider open so I could see in. Her ceiling light was on so I could clearly see. Mommy and a man were naked on her bed. She was on her back with her legs spread wide and her knees pulled up. He was between her legs.
He was a tall skinny black man with a bald head. It looked funny to see his black body so closely together with her white body. He was pushed up on his hands so his chest and head were above Mommy's. His butt was between her legs and he was making it go back and forth. Her boobies were bouncing up and back on her chest. He was making grunting noises and I could hear Mommy saying things like, "Oh fuck yes, give me that big beautiful black cock. Harder, do it harder." Then Mommy grabbed her boobies and made a loud almost squealing noise. The man stopped with his butt pressed tight to my mother and he made a loud groan.
He moved away from her and I got a look at his thingy. It was big. Mom spun around and put it in her mouth. She moved her head up and down on it the same way he had moved his butt when he was between her legs. After a minute, she stopped and he got off the bed and reached for his pants. That was when I hurried back to my room. I rubbed myself in the same place the grocer had rubbed me because I knew it felt good and I was feeling funny down there.
I though back a couple months to the first time I had seen a thingy. Actually I had seen one before but it was my best friend Julie's baby brother and it was only about two inches long. The first time I saw a grown-up's one was in the movie theater. Mom had walked Julie and me to the movie and dropped us off. Her mom was going to pick us up when it was over. When we walked in, it was already dark and the previews were playing. There were not many people there that day. We found seats and sat down to watch the show.
There was a grown-up man sitting a couple rows from us. We thought that it was kind of funny that he would want to see a kid’s movie, especially one that was mostly for young girls. A few minutes after the movie started, he got up and moved over and sat next to us. He reached down and unzipped his pants and took out his thingy. We looked at it. It was a lot bigger that Julie's little brother's. Then he quietly told us to reach over and touch it. We thought he was creepy so we got up and moved.
After we moved, he also moved. There was another girl that looked a couple years older than us sitting not far away. He moved over and sat next to her. Pretty soon she ducked down and we could not see her any more. A couple minutes later she sat back up. She was wiping her mouth with a napkin. The men got up, put his thingy back in his pants and left the theater.
After watching Mom and the black man, I found a bunch of older girls at school that usually stood around together talking and giggling. I stood close to them and listened. They did not pay any attention to me. I heard them talking about sex stuff and the next few days I learned a lot about it. I learned a lot of new words too. Fuck, cunt, cock, cum and many more. I learned that fucking was when a man put his thingy, cock in the girl's hole and made it go in and out like I had seen the man doing with my mother. I learned that sucking cock and a blowjob was the same thing, when the girl puts the boy's cock in her mouth like I also saw my mom do. I learned that after doing either of these things for a little while, the boy made thick white liquid called cum spray out of his cock. I heard they say that the first couple times, it tasted kinds gross but that you would come to like it. They said that older men knew how to fuck better than boys their age did and sometimes they would give them money to let him do it. Hearing the girls talking like that made me feel funny between my legs like it did when I watched my mom and the guy. I thought about the man I had watched Mom with and the man in the movies and I couldn't imagine something that big fitting in my little pee hole.
One night I was laying in my bed listening to the noises coming from my mom's room till they stopped. I had just about fallen to sleep when my door opened. Mom told me to close my eyes for a minute because she was going to turn my light on. When I opened my eyes, she and a man were standing just inside my room. They were both dressed. "Doreen Honey. get out of bed." I got up and stood there looking at them. "Darling, take your nightie off." "But Mom." A little more sternly she said, "No buts. Take it off." I did and I was standing there naked in front of them. "Turn around slow." I did. "Spread your legs a little." I did. "OK. You can go back to bed now, sweetie." As they left my room, I saw the man give my mother a ten dollar bill. Another night I heard two men talking as they left my mother's room but they did not come into my room.
Nothing more happened for the next week. I didn't even hear any sex noises from Mom's room. Then one night just after I went to bed, Mom came in my room again. She had the same man with her. "Doreen, get up and take your gown off." I did what she said. The man lifted up a camera and took a picture of me standing there naked. "Mom?" "It's Ok. Just do what I tell you. Put your hands on your cute little titties and push them together." I did it - click - he took another picture. "Spread your legs and pucker your lips like a kiss - click - Turn around - click - Bend over and reach back and spread you butt cheeks with your hands - click - Get on your bed and sit with your legs crossed" - click. Then the man came closer and focused in and took a close up of my little pussy - click. It was feeling that funny feeling again. The man reached out and started to touch me buy Mom grabbed his arm. "No touching." I saw the man giving her two twenty dollar bills and they left my room.
Early the next night there was a knock on the door. Mom opened it and it was the tall bald Black man that I had seen her in bed with. "This is Derrick. I have decided that it is time for you to learn about the birds and bees. I think the best way is for you to watch him and me having sex." The three of us walked to Mom's room. She told me to stand over against the wall and watch without saying a word. I was fully clothed.
They worked at undressing each other. Mom didn't have any hair between her legs either but he had a lot around the bottom of his cock. There was a big bag below his cock. I knew those were his balls. I had heard the girls say that that was where his cum was made before it shot out of his cock. He sucked on her nipples like a baby being breast fed. While he did, he reached one hand between Mom's legs and pushed a finger up into her. Mom moaned and pushed hips toward him.
Mom took a quick look at me and then dropped to her knees in front of him. She held his hard dick in her hand. Her hand just reached around it. I could tell that she could put both hands around it and the head would still stick out. She leaned forward and licked the tip. Then she slid her mouth over it and pushed down to her hand. Mom started giving him a blowjob. Sometimes she bobbed her head up and down on it and other times she held just the head between her lips and moved her hand up and down the shaft. Whenever she took her mouth off him, you could hear a pop as the suction broke. He stood there with his eyes closed, making moaning noises showing how much he was enjoying what my mother was doing to him.
Mom stopped and got on the bed on her hands and knees. Her legs were spread. Her tits hung down under her chest. Her knees were at the edge of the bed and her lower legs stuck off the bed. Derrick got between my mother's legs, put his cock to her hole and pushed in. Mom gave a loud moan as he entered her. He held her hips and started pumping his pecker in and out of my mother's fuck hole. His bag of balls swung back and forth and slapped against my mother's tummy. Him being on top of her from the back reminded me of when I saw dogs out in the street and the male dog was up on the female's back doing the same thing. When I was younger, I did not know that they were making puppies till an older boy told me that they were.
After pounding away in her for several minutes he stopped with his cock all the way in Mom. They both got very loud and then he pulled out. I watched white stuff run out of her hole and drip down the inside of her leg. Mom spun around and took him back in her mouth. She sucked him for a few seconds then turned to me. She saw that I had my hand between my legs. She smiled and said, "See how it's done? Come over and give his cock a little kiss." When I hesitated, she got off the bed and took my hand and pulled me over to him. She pushed my head down toward his crotch. "Kiss it." I gave it a little smack on THE END
