Embarking on a Journey of Self Discovery: A Gay Young Man's Coming of Age Story

Maybe I’m Gay Chapter 4




I got the videos from Tony and he sent me txt msgs but he never told me about when he wanted to meet up. The whole week he never, and then he said he wasn’t free on Sunday like we normally met up so I got no real sex at all. He never said until the Wednesday of my half term week; and then he said to be outside McDonald’s at 10 on Friday morning. He said I should clean myself in my bum before I left home and also not to wank off the night before either. That last bit I never liked cos I wanked a lot and always before I went to sleep, in bed. Suddenly on the Thursday Tony sent a txt to meet him near where I lived at lunchtime, and I got all excited thinking we could have sex. I met him and went to get in his car but he said no he had just come to give me a package

.

“I want you to wear these tomorrow boy, ok?”



I looked into the package, they were pants and I usually wore boxers.



“Why you want me to wear these I got my own boxers?”



“I reckon these gonna look much more sexy boy, much more sexy, and you want to make sure the other guy likes you don’t you, likes you as much as I do?

”

“Well yeah, I guess”



“Ok then, see you 10 tomorrow. No wanking off, be clean and wear these, bye son”



Then he was gone.

When I got home I looked at the pants. They were like silky and red, and they were GIRLS PANTS!



I sent Tony a test saying I couldn’t wear girls pants and he replied not to bother going then. I decided not to bother, but my dick was thinking different so I never wanked that night and I cleaned myself like he said, and I put the girly pants on. They felt quite sexy being silky and that. I got the bus and went into town and waited outside McDonald’s and kept wondering if people walking by could guess I was wearing girls’ pants. I guess it was stupid, but I just felt some might know and I got quite stiff thinking about it and what might be gonna happen later in the day.



Just after 10 Tony turned up and we went to his car in the car park. He drove away and I realised we were not going to his but somewhere else.



“Hey where we going this aint the way to yours?”



“No we are going to see a good friend of mine, remember I said I would find somebody for your little arse”



“Oh, is he ok?”



“Oh yes he is just what you need, and he will adore you I’m sure”



I never said anymore I just sat quiet, not like sure what I’d gotten myself into. We went into Gosport like to Tony’s; but went to another area quite near the sea to a bigger house. At least it looked better and cleaner than Tony’s from the outside and it was a house not a flat. Tony pulled into the drive and stopped.



“You got those little knickers on boy?”



“Yeah

”

“Good, but if you’re lying then it’s all off and you can get home on your own”



“I’m not lying honest, I got them on”



“Well we’ll soon find out won’t we? Any nonsense and I’ll spank you little arse for you”



“No you won’t!’

”

“I will if you need it, you are here to have fun and do what you are told boy. Now get out the car and let’s get inside so you can meet Bob”



I got out and Tony walked up to the door and rang the bell. In a bit a guy opened the door. He looked older than Tony, quite a bit older. He looked ancient to me but I later found out he was 58.



“Oh Tone, is this the little sweetie then? He is cute isn’t he? Are you really a little cock slut like Tone has said? I loved the video and you certainly looked a slut on those. I can’t wait to get at your smooth body and that tight little arse. What a boy pussy that looks”



I was bright red hearing all this and they both laughed when they saw me blushing.



“Ah the little whore is embarrassed. He certainly didn’t look embarrassed on that video with your cock in his throat as he fucked his own arse”



That sounded even worse. Tony pushed me indoors and Bob grabbed me and kissed me. I was grossed and now my hard cock had gone soft.



“Where we going”



“I got everything set up in the bedroom”

“Is it safe?

”

“Of course it is, you know me I never take any chances”



“Ok Carl, follow Bob up those stairs”



I followed Bob like I was told and we went up the stairs and into a bedroom. The curtains were closed. There were wardrobes on each side with the doors a bit open and in the middle was a big bed. It was tidy and clean but the was no duvet or anything on it, just some pillows. There was a table by the side of the bed with some bottles of water, and two brown glass bottles that were very small. There was a clear plastic bottle too, like the one Tony used for lube. Bob picked up a couple of small telly remotes, played with them and the put them down.



“Ok Carl we want you to stand by the bed and slowly strip for us. Do a sexy strip tease, but stop at your girlie knickers, ok? Start with your socks and trainers, then your top, and then your jeans. Give yourself a good feel when you down to your knickers boy”

I

did what Tony told me. I wasn’t hard like I usually was. It was really embarrassing doing it in front of a man I never knew. I sat on the bed and took my trainers and socks off. I went to stand up



“Grope yourself boy, grope yourself”



I did that and then I stood up and took off my white top. I turned round and folded it up and put it on the bed behind me.



“Tidy little fucker aint he Tone. Pull and pinch your little titties boy, play with your nipples for us”



I turned round and did what Bob had told me. It felt weird but it did the electric bit into my dick and I felt I was starting to get hard at last.



“Look at him getting a stiffy! He likes his nips worked over. I’ll have to remember that”



“Oh yes Bob he does, and he makes some beautiful noises too”



I went red again and they both laughed as I undid my belt and dropped my jeans. I went to bend over.



“NOI! Just step out of them, then turn round and bend over to pick them up”



I did what I was told. I knew what they were doing. They wanted to see my bum in the girly pants. It was like totally embarrassing but I could feel I was getting hard and it showed real bad in the tiny pants. I picked my jeans up and I heard one of them make a sort of sigh and whistle sound. I folded the jeans up and put them on the bed and slowly turned back to face them with my dick, sticking out in the pants and I was leaking and I just knew that I gotta have made a wet patch on the pants.



“Look the little slut is as hard as a nail! His pants are all wet with his pre-cum. Go on boy; play with yourself, grope your lump for us”



I did it and it actually felt very dirty and exciting at the same time. I could feel the pants were quite wet.



“Turn round and then slip the back of your pants down to show that cute little arse”



I did what Tony said and I felt really rude and naughty, but sexy, doing it. I was sort of getting into this showing myself off, and like teasing them. I not only showed them my bum but I bent over a bit away from them and felt my own bum hole.



“You were right Tone; he really is a little slut. Look at him fingering his arse; he can’t wait to get it filled up can he?

”

“I told you Bob, he loves it. He just loves a nice cock in his mouth and that dildo showed him what it feels like and he almost begged me to fuck him. That’s why I came to you. I know how much you love little boys and their arses, and I’m much too fat for his till it has been opened up some. I’m sure you’ll have him begging for a cock in his arse in no time”



This sounded so disgusting, but I was really horny and I slipped my pants up again, turned round and then slipped the front down. I didn’t go low enough to let my dick pop right out, just enough so they could see it. They were sitting on chairs not quite straight on to me, and they were both groping their dicks in their trousers. I felt good that I had made them do this and I wriggled my hips as I showed most of my dick to them. Then I left my pants down a bit and played with my tits. Then I pushed the tiny pants down and let my dick free and it slapped up and hit my belly.



“Oh fuck, what a show I gotta get me some of that body”



“Let’s get him on the bed Bob and start the real show then”



They both got up and came towards me and they stood each side of me and lifted me onto the bed. I went on head first but they turned me round so my head was over

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