Teenage Rebellion, Forbidden Love, and a Night to Remember: A Coming of Age Story "Shut the fuck up mum!" I screamed down the hallway. Just an average Sunday afternoon. Ahhhhh. Of course, my mother and I have never been close. Never even been close to close, as far as I can remember. My dad died in a car accident a year and a half ago, and my mum's temper has only gotten worse. So has my attitude, apparently. "Jess, you never listen to what I say! There will be druggies, bad people, rape, and many other things! You are not going to that party, young lady!" "you don't get it! James will be there!" I whined. James is my current crush-a-mundo, and he totally deserves the title. Every time I think of his dark hair, light skin and totally ripped abs, my heart goes...ahhhh... "Young lady, don't make me think your father and I didn't raise you right!" "HE raised me perfectly, youre the one who screwed me up!" "what? By not letting you go to dangerous parties? Go to your room, RIGHT NOW!" If mum hadn't have been red in the face I would have kept pushing my luck. But, when her face goes red, you really don't wanna be there. Trust me from experience. So, I trudged upstairs, feeling sorry for my sad ass, and collapsed in front of my mirror. I studied my reflection. Dark curly hair reaching the small of my back, hazel eyes, clear smooth skin, and DD breasts. Was i good looking? Hmmmmm...maybe I'd need more people's opinions before making a final judgement. Hmmmmm......then it hit me. Why not sneak outside and go to the party? It would be easy enough...and with the jet black cocktail dress and black heels I wouldn't be easy to spot in the dark. Yes, I would go. And hopefully get laid for the first time. I'm 16. And still a virgin. Some girls would be proud, but I'm the opposite. I'm ashamed. I want someone to pop my cherry so bad. And I especially wanted James to do the deed. I was getting horny from thinking about losing my virginity, so I quietly locked my bedroom door, closed the blinds, turned on my night-light and pulled out my vibrator. …and then things took a turn
