A Journey of Self-Discovery

Sorry about my bad English, not a native language.

When Kadri was a 6-7 year old child, she was shy. She already knew, what nudity meant and tried never to show herself naked in front of anyone except mother.
But at the time of sexual awakening her attitude quickly changed. When Kadri was 11, she was in sauna at countryside, obviously with other girls and women, when some village boys peeked through the sauna window. Women noticed this, they got very angry and boys escaped. However Kadri felt thrilled. She exactly noticed, that during of boys peeking she was maybe the nearest to the window and suddenly realized afterwards, that she was delighted. Even she didn't understand why she was excited, but what happened, was for her only joy, while all the women were nervous and mad.
Kadri learned quite early to satisfy herself sexually, I mean mainly to masturbate. But she also learned to excite herself, being often naked, when she was at home alone. Nudity was something interesting to her and she also searched from web for information about the topic.
After school, when father, mother and older brother were not at home, she quickly took all the clothes off and enjoyed, for example, that she ate soup and drank milk in kitchen naked. She frequently thought about it, how she could be naked anywhere in front of other people.
At first she was cautious, however. She started to leave the apartment naked and went down the stairs. As the house was a nine-floor building, there was also a lift and usually people used lift and not walking down the stairs. It was very fascinating for Kadri, when she heard somebody to leave the door. If some person is starting to go down the stairs, Kadri would be quickly slid down to the elevator and escape through it. But if somebody walks down and also elevator is occupied? Then was only chance to run down to the cellar door, wait there, when people are leaving house through main door and then quickly return to the apartment. Kadri did this very often, but never was catched. After this exciting „game" between stairs she usually masturbated in her room and faced the powerful orgasm.
In the next summer, when Kadri was already 12, she got a first opportunity to be naked in a public place. Her dad got a job abroad for three months, and mother joined him only for two weeks, but this spell spent at her aunt, 150 km from capital, where she lived. Aunt was happy, because Kadri has helped her to watch two small children, who were three and five years old.
Beach at the lake was 2 km from aunt's home, but that was a quite remote place and not more than 40-50 people usually spent time on the beach.
As aunt's children were very small, they usually swam and played on the beach naked and when they went third time to the lake, Kadri took the opportunity. She finally dared to get naked also, leave other vacationers impression, that the kids are simply playing on the muddy beach and don't want to get their swimsuit dirty.
Kadri nursed little children very seriously, she checked that they does not run too far or does not go into deep water. Day was not very warm and sunny, therefore on the beach was not too many people, maybe 25-30, mainly families. Kadri was a little bit disappointed, that nobody paid to her special attention. When she built a sandcastle with kids, then one man passed them and later turned around and looked at Kadri. She smiled modestly, man mumbled something, saying like: „OK!" and continued walk farther. This was maybe only reaction to Kadri's nudity. Then rain clouds gathered and people quickly left beach at the lake and Kadri with little kids also put clothes on and ran home.
Kadri told to 5-year old boy not to talk parents about her nudity and he promised to keep secret. Kadri said: „If you will talk, then I will not come with you to the beach anymore." 3-year old girl was too little to understand about nudity and even when she speaks, Kadri can say, that little one don't understand, she only changed clothes and was naked at one moment.
Next day was also rainy, but then day after that very warm and sunny. It was Saturday and more people came to the beach. Now it was quite crowded, when Kadri and kids arrived. But she again did not hesitate to take clothes off. Now more people were close to them and Kadri noticed some wonder and astonishment by people, but this was only quiet reaction, nobody said anything, but Kadri noticed, how a man and woman whispering something to each other.
Kadri was so excited of a big crowd, that even the nipples were hard. Today she really felt herself like a princess. Very much people were looking at her and it made her very happy. When kids were playing at lakeshore, she laid on a towel and wondered, how it all worked out so excellently.
After some time 5-year old nephew wanted ice cream. Ice cream was sold at the snack bar in the parking lot, which was about 150 metres from beach. Kadri was slightly afraid to that the little kids can do stupid things alone, but she realized, that many people here can see, if they maybe will go to the deep water despite of warning and decided to go buy ice cream. She now took next step of her exhibitionism, going naked to the parking lot and snack bar.
On the way to the snack bar Kadri got lucky to meet three boys aged about 14-15, who were arriving to the beach. One of the boys whistled and said: „Wow! Naked girl!" Kadri smiled and said „Hello!" Boys were stunned to see naked girl so relaxed. And one asked: „Hey, are here all girls naked at beach?" „No, only me," said Kadri and left.
At the snack bar five people were in queue. Some of them ordered hamburger and had to wait. All five people, two of them women, now turned to look naked girl walking toward the snack bar. Kadri summoned carefree and indifferent expression on face. She was like saying: „Nothing to worry about, this is my normal outfit". And people stayed quiet, only two of them were together, others alone. And even this two, waiting for hamburger, were not talking to girl.
Soon one man was standing behind Kadri in the queue. It took maybe 3-4 minutes, when Kadri reached to the stand and asked two ice creams. Salesperson smiled and said: „Is it really so hot, that you don't wear even panties?"
Kadri answered: „It really is!" Both were laughing and man in queue also. Then he asked: „Can you really do not feel weird?" And after that asking salesperson: „Have you ever seen naked girl here?
„No, it is first time," said she, but added. „Never mind, I will sell to everybody."
Kadri got her ice creams and left, but man asked only cigarettes and quickly followed girl. „Please, don't afraid, I wanted to ask something," he said.
„I am not afraid," said Kadri. „But ice cream melts away, I have to return quickly."
„I just wanted to say that I am impressed. Even my wife praised you. She said: she must be a special person, if have the courage to come naked to the crowded place."
„Nothing special," said Kadri. „We have here just kind of prejudice that nakedness is terrible, but I wanted to prove, that it can be normal."
That was until then, the best day of Kadri's life. She was later also talking to boys, whom she met earlier on the way to the parking lot. And Kadri felt so relaxed, but talking to boys was sexually so arousing, that she was close to orgasm. In rare cases, orgasm can happen without genital stimulation, but in this case, maybe Kadri touched herself a few times carefully and got orgasm. Suddenly fluid shooted out of the vagina and first time Kadri experienced female ejaculation, which is not so common for women.
All boys have their cocks hard, but they have obviously panties. „You are really cool girl," said one of them. Kadri suddenly realized, that she have been some minutes on her own world and now remembered about kids. She quickly ran out from boys and started to play with her nephew's.
Next time of interesting experiences came in the fall, when Kadri already studied in school. She attended the third year in a football practice, but was clearly better than other girls. Women football (it is not American football, but European, named soccer in USA) was not very popular in our country, and if somebody was talented and developed rapidly, she didn't find anymore equal team-mates and coach decided to try once a week her to practice with the boys, who were mostly one year younger than Kadri.
Then followed one friendly game between this boys team and one countryside school team, which was clearly weaker. And coach decided to try Kadri's abilities in this match. She was mostly sitting on substitutes bench, but when score was 5:1, coach put Kadri in 15 minutes before

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