Friendship Lines Blurred: A Secret Crush, Lust, and the Ultimate Test of Trust

Oh my God! I could barely believe what I just saw. I’m not going to lie because it was super-hot and next thing I knew I was jacking off to a cold shower. After I came and my mind cleared I thought about it and I was to say at the least torn; as much as I liked Brooke I never had a girl come on to me so hard before. I looked at my phone, Brooke’s message still being unanswered, I didn’t know what to say as I lay back in my bed and thought about everything. I really did like Brooke and I know I was thinking with my dick, but was it really worth it to hook up with Christi again? I decided I would just continue to ignore the problem and text Brooke back.

Me: Hey babe cute picture

Brooke: Yeah your friend Christi is a lot of fun we went out and did karaoke and got back about a half hour ago I’m so pooped!

Me: Are you any good at singing? I can be some times, but I’ve never tried karaoke before I’m kind of self-conscious about singing in front of a bunch of people I don’t know.

Brooke: Yeah I’m pretty good at it and it’s kind of one of my dreams my mom used to try to get me to never mind.

Me: Awe come on babe tell me!

Brooke: She wanted me to compete in talent shows. She even tried to sign me up for American Idol once, but I wasn’t ready at the time and I don’t know… I think it’s silly.

Me: If you really enjoy it who knows? :D

Brooke: Yeah I guess, so I was talking to Christi for a while and…

Me: ?

About five minutes go by before my phone rings and Brooke’s name pops up on the caller ID. I pick up right away my heart is beating really fast and my mind was going everywhere I couldn’t even think.

“Hello?” I said, I didn’t realize it but I was panting a little bit. “Hey babe I figured it would be better to talk on the phone than over text it’ll just be easier this way.” Brooke said. Oh shit what did she have to tell me? That tone didn’t sound like her normal chatter, it felt more serious.

“Uh alright hun what did you want to talk about?” I said, and I felt like my voice sounded slightly afraid or unsure of myself. Brooke started talking in a shy whisper, “I was talking with Christi for a while Tommy and we were talking about you and stuff”, “anyways… Christi was telling me about how you guys used to mess around, but that you two never really got serious and that was the reason she didn’t let you take her virginity” Brooke finished in an almost hurt voice. I didn’t even know that Christi was still a virgin. I mean she never did let me have sex with her, but I had no idea why and now it was clear.

“Yeah that’s true…” I said in a matter of fact tone. A little silence hummed over the phone for about a minute as I could hear Brooke’s breath, which was slow, long and deep. She continued speaking in a low voice, “Well Tommy I really like you and I told you in the beginning I didn’t want this to be a cheap fling between us…” Brooke said before I stopped her cutting in, “Baby it’s not like that at all you know I’m serious about you! With Christi we never even became official and I felt more like I was just being used for attention when I was with her. She was always so closed off with me whenever I would try to open up to her and have a serious relationship” I said. I was almost huffing into the phone, my breathing strained with my heart pumping as hard as it could, hoping that would be the ice to the simmering boil of water that was stewing in our preverbal pot. I let out a long sigh awaiting her response.

“What kind of attention was she using you for? And do you still have feelings for her now?” Brooke replied losing any confidence she had, her voice sounding scared that I was going to leave her or something. “No I don’t have feelings for her sweetie, Christi is the type that was always leading me on and the attention I was talking about… it’s kind of embarrassing” I said as sweetly as I could and as I said it I realized it was true and I didn’t have any feelings for her. Every opportunity Christi had tried to employ her sexual desires on me, I reacted only with lust.

“It’s okay honey you can tell me” she said in a voice that was really pleading. I took another long sigh, trying to figure out how I could put this as delicately as possible.

“Well you know the attention she tries to get at school by wearing really tight and revealing clothes? She does it because she likes to have guys desire her and…” I said sort of trailing off and clearing my voice.

“Yeah I kind of got that… it’s okay honey just tell me.” Brooke said sounding much more curious then before.

“I don’t quite know how to say this, but she really likes it when she can turn a guy on - like when she used to go down on me she would feed off of the reaction to it, especially after we were done and I would release, instead of cuddling or talking Christi would just remain in some seductive slow motion trance rubbing my cum all over herself and playing with it” I said. This was kind of getting me excited remembering it but it wasn’t anything more than feelings of lust.

I continued, “I tried to have normal conversations with her like I do with you, but she always acted like she was temptress or dominatrix or something, and I don’t know, but it seemed like everything was just fun and games for her”.

“Oh is that all?” Brooke said about as casually as she could.

“Pretty much babe” I said. I didn’t want to continue and tell her that Christi still acted on those instincts. I wanted her to have a friendship that wasn’t spoiled by me, even if it would eventually be for nothing. I just didn’t want her to think that I was trying to stop them from hanging out, which could blow up in my face and would probably be exactly what Christi wanted.

“Promise me something?” Brooke said sounding a lot more like herself now, but she was breathing a little hard almost gasping.

“What do you want me to promise you honey?” I said.

“That you’ll always be as open and honest with me as you’re being right now. I can’t tell you how much it means to me. I don’t mind if you have secrets, I just don’t want you to lie to me if I ask you something” Brooke said. I thought about that wanting to tell her about Christi and her motivation to be friends as well as other things, but it would only be hurtful. I kept that to myself and figured I would just let things fall as they had been. Omission wasn’t exactly a lie and I figured it would only make things harder on us than anything else if I decided to tell her about Christi.

“I promise babe” I said. Almost as soon as I finished saying it my mind started glossing over the video again, but I thought better of it and let it go.

“Hey baby you won’t be mad at me right?” Brooke said. I had no idea what the hell she was talking about.

“Mad about what?” I ironically said in an almost upset tone.

What the hell I heard a little tapping at the window like someone was hitting it with pebbles. I walked over to the blinds peering out. Someone was standing outside in a black hoodie, but I saw some hair falling out around the sides still not able to make out who it was.

“I’m outside want to sneak me in Tommy? I just walked all the way here because I missed you” she said. I turned off my computer and went to my door looking down the hall way to hear snoring coming from my parents’ room and no other lights on in the house except the one dimly lit light that was always on in the kitchen.

“Yeah, but hold on, come to the side door that’s nearest to my room.” I said hanging up whispering for some reason when I had been talking at a normal tone of voice before. I walked over to my radio and started playing some Boys II Men to set the mood for one, and also to block out the rest of the noise that would be made by the door. I walked over to the door and waved to her through the glass and held up a finger to my lips as I slowly turned the door handle. I had one of those really annoyingly loud doors in the kitchen and it would squeak like hell as soon as I pulled on it, but the best way to do it was to turn the handle all the way and then pull it forward as fast as you could halfway and then stop. I kept my hand on my lips as I took her hand and pulled her in.

We walked through the kitchen to the living room with wooden floor boards, which had nice loud creaking spots, if you walked on the wrong ones.

I whispered again to her, “Follow me exactly the floor boards creak super loud.”

She nodded and kind of giggled at the amount of precaution I was going to, but put a hand over her mouth catching her giggling. We made it to my room without making too much noise. The sound of “I’ll make love to you…” from Boys II Men was playing in the room and I closed the door behind her. I didn’t have a lock on my door, so I just put a bat between my door and the dresser it was almost as good as a lock, my brother could never get in when I did it. I turned the music up just a little bit louder, but about as loud as I could get away with at this time of night. Brooke got on my bed looking around my room curiously.

“How did you know this was my room babe?” I said.

“It was the only light on and I just figured I would get lucky.” Brooke said teasingly.

“You’re crazy and this is definitely a good surprise” I said.

“My mom thinks I’m sleeping at Ashley’s tonight anyways, so I thought I would sleep here tonight” Brooke said. I sort of chuckled and nodded taking off my t-shirt and joining her on my bed. She pulled up the covers and took off her sweater, breasts bouncing out. Her nipple’s becoming erect from the cool air coming in through the window, which was giving me the sweet aroma of her perfume and natural intoxicating scent. This felt like the first time I had seen her topless and up close I was examining her nipples - the areola was tightly quarter sized and medium brown, but pretty with a good color tone, amazing would be the best way to describe it. I pinched one and then put it into my mouth and sucked on it circling my tongue around it several times.

She started to moan and then quickly pulled away and got under the covers kicking around before pulling her pants and panties off and throwing them near the chair in the corner.

“Baby I want you to be my first. I know this is all happening really fast, but I feel… special when I am with you.” Brooke said pulling the covers over her breasts looking deeply into my eyes. Shit this was going to happen right now! I was going to have sex with Brooke I just looked deeply back at her while undoing my belt and placing it on

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