Cinderellas Enchanted Night: A Forbidden Love at the Opera Ball "It is a great advantage to have intelligence, courage, good breeding, and common sense., but even these may fail to bring you success without the blessing of a godmother." -Charles Perrault, "Cinderella" *** On the table sat a handkerchief, a book, and a knife. Zezolla picked them up one at a time, slowly comprehending what it all meant. When she turned around she had tears in her eyes. “Oh Madrina, can I really?” The old woman sat on her three-legged stool. The basement was dark except for one candle. Somewhere in the dark there was a hissing sound, and unseen things scurried around both women’s feet, but neither minded. “It's a fool idea and I'll live to regret it, but I did promise,” said Madrina. “You know the rules, though: only until the first stroke of midnight. After that there'll be hell to pay.” Zezolla nodded, practically jumping up and down. She picked up the knife. It was a little paring knife from right out of the drawer in the kitchen. Madrina said only idiots insisted on special tools for magic. Anything with an edge works just as well. “You remember how?” Madrina said. Zezolla nodded again. She pricked her wrist and let the blood dribble onto the book's last blank page. Then she used the knife's point like a pen, scribbling bloody words as best she could, careful not to tear the paper. When she finished she tied the handkerchief around her arm and let the blood soak into it too. When she turned around her clothes had changed into a dazzling gown, and her hair was coiled up on her head, and delicate, glass-blue shoes sat on her dainty feet. She giggled and practiced a few steps in them. Seeing Madrina's expression she stuck out her lower lip. “Now Madrina, don't be disapproving. Please?” The old woman sighed and patted the girl on the shoulder. “Don't mind your Madrina. It's my job to worry about you Just go and have fun. Make it worth it.” Zezolla’s eyes gleamed. “I will.” A car waited for her outside. In the shadows, something hissed. *** Raj needed another drink. He'd just finished his last one. He was halfway back to the bar when Joseph pulled him aside. “Slow down before you embarrass yourself. …but everything was about to change
Cinderellas Enchanted Night: A Forbidden Love at the Opera Ball
-Charles Perrault, "Cinderella"
***
On the table sat a handkerchief, a book, and a knife. Zezolla picked them up one at a time, slowly comprehending what it all meant. When she turned around she had tears in her eyes. “Oh Madrina, can I really?”
The old woman sat on her three-legged stool. The basement was dark except for one candle. Somewhere in the dark there was a hissing sound, and unseen things scurried around both women’s feet, but neither minded. “It's a fool idea and I'll live to regret it, but I did promise,” said Madrina. “You know the rules, though: only until the first stroke of midnight. After that there'll be hell to pay.”
Zezolla nodded, practically jumping up and down. She picked up the knife. It was a little paring knife from right out of the drawer in the kitchen. Madrina said only idiots insisted on special tools for magic. Anything with an edge works just as well. “You remember how?” Madrina said. Zezolla nodded again. She pricked her wrist and let the blood dribble onto the book's last blank page. Then she used the knife's point like a pen, scribbling bloody words as best she could, careful not to tear the paper. When she finished she tied the handkerchief around her arm and let the blood soak into it too.
When she turned around her clothes had changed into a dazzling gown, and her hair was coiled up on her head, and delicate, glass-blue shoes sat on her dainty feet. She giggled and practiced a few steps in them. Seeing Madrina's expression she stuck out her lower lip. “Now Madrina, don't be disapproving. Please?”
The old woman sighed and patted the girl on the shoulder. “Don't mind your Madrina. It's my job to worry about you Just go and have fun. Make it worth it.”
Zezolla’s eyes gleamed. “I will.”
A car waited for her outside. In the shadows, something hissed.
***
Raj needed another drink. He'd just finished his last one. He was halfway back to the bar when Joseph pulled him aside. “Slow down before you embarrass yourself.”
“I'm already embarrassed,” Raj said.
He wiped his sweaty face with the sleeve of his tux. The interior of the Opera House was hot from too many bodies crammed too close together. Everywhere he looked there were gray-haired men in tuxedos, middle-aged women in spangled dresses, and young people in waiter's uniforms. The lights throbbed and the room spun and his stomach twisted. Joseph frowned. “You’re a mess.”
Raj let Joseph push him out onto the balcony. The night air felt good. He gripped the handrail and sucked in oxygen. The sound of the party became a dull drone when the door closed behind him. Joseph brushed lint and dandruff off Raj’s shoulders. “Your mother would kill us stone dead if she saw you like this. How many have you had?”
“It's not the drinks, it's the party. I get nauseous around crowds.”
“Stand up straight,” Joseph said, fixing Raj's tie. Raj tugged it back out of shape again a moment later and then regretted it. Of all his mother's PA's he disliked Joseph the least and he shouldn't go out of his way to make the man's job any harder. If Joseph's disapproving looks just didn't remind Raj so much of his mother's own...
“There, you look almost respectable,” Joseph said. “I'm going to give you five minutes out here and then you're going to come back in and do your job: smile, shake hands, and collect checks. Think about the season.”
“No one in there cares about the season.”
“I care and you care, so that's two. This will all be worth it when you see it on the stage.” Joseph patted him on the shoulder in an almost fatherly way and left. Raj drooped over the railing again. He could feel a migraine coming on. It wasn't here yet, but as soon as he went back through those doors...
More people were coming. He saw cars stretched around the block and a line of cummerbunds and sequins out the door beneath him. He took so many deep breaths that his lungs ached. Smile, shake hands, collect checks, he told himself. He went back inside. The party swallowed him.
Rather than go back to the bar like he wanted he headed to the main stairwell. I'll greet the new arrivals as they come in, he thought. It'll seem gracious but I won't have to talk to anyone for very long. He parked himself underneath the banner of Kochetkova in her “Cinderella” costume and conjured the best smile he could. He probably looked like a jack-o-lantern but no one seemed to mind. He hailed most of the guests by name and exchanged a few words with each. Most stopped to make small talk about his mother's company or about the ballet (he responded to both with the same polite noises) and then moved on.
But the line was never-ending. His hand was soon damp from shaking so many others and his elbow grew sore from the pumping motion. How long had he been here? Surely it was almost time to leave? Surely Mother would show up soon and he could—
“Oh my, you look nice. Would you like to dance?”
Raj blinked. It took a second for the meaning of the question to register and another for him to figure out who said it. She was a very young woman, probably only college-age, and on the short side. Her gown was satiny and fine, and she seemed to float as she walked in little glass-blue slippers. She wore a strangely colored handkerchief tied around one arm.
“Um, hello,” Raj said, with some difficulty. “Have we met?”
“Never once. I'm Zezolla. Would you like to dance?” she said again.
“I don't really know...” People were walking by and a few looked as if they wanted to talk to him, but he ignored them. He couldn't take his eyes off the strange woman “Would you like a drink?” he found himself saying.
“That sounds fun,” she said, and without warning she slipped her tiny hand into his and pulled him to the bar. The crowd parted around them. The feeling of her delicate fingers made Raj's heart leap. Soon they were looking at each other over the rims of fizzy champagne glasses. The crowd meant they had to stand very close together. “The bubbles tickle,” Zezolla said, sounding surprised. There was a little edge to her voice that suggested that the drink went straight to her head. Her cheeks even flushed.
“I don't think I've ever seen you at one of these things before,” Raj said, wishing he could think of something more interesting to open with.
“I've never been. In fact, this is my very first party ever. I'm not usually allowed.”
Raj frowned for a second. What did that mean? She was obviously too old for strict parents. But that thought reminded him why he was here, and a dark cloud dimmed his mood. “I'm at these things constantly. My mother is on the ballet's artistic board. My stepmother, technically. That means she does a lot of fundraising, and I usually help.”
“That's very sweet,” Zezolla said. Raj wanted to say that, in fact, it was anything but sweet, that it was close to emotional blackmail and that one of these days it was going to push him right off the deep end, assuming he wasn’t in the deepest end already.
Instead he swallowed a mouthful of champagne and said, “What brings you here?”
Zezolla beamed. “I heard it was the Cinderella Ball.”
“Yes, Mr. Wheeldon's new production was a big hit for us. Figured we'd use the name to draw the crowd.” He pointed to the banners of Kochetkova in her costume. “They say it's the best new 'Cinderella' in 50 years.”
“I wish I'd seen it. Everyone here must have loved it.”
“Sure, the couple who stayed awake and sober.” Had he really just said that? But Zezolla giggled. Then she cast a dreamy look at Kochetkova.
“I adore ‘Cinderella,’” she said. “It's the most wonderful story. When I heard about this I couldn't stay away.”
“It's just another fundraiser, really.”
“Maybe for you it is, but for me…well, I've just never seen anything like this. I know it's really not right my being here but...forget that, come dance with me.”
And before Raj could wonder about anything she'd said she all but hurled him onto the dance floor. How could such a tiny woman be so strong? But then she was in his arms and, somehow, they were dancing together. Usually Raj tripped the moment he even thought about a dance step, but with Zezolla it was like something had taken him over. He was graceful and assured and, my God, were they waltzing? He'd never done a waltz in his life. But his feet somehow knew the steps, and his eyes never left hers.
He was light-headed, but it wasn't the champagne. In fact, he felt more sober than he had in years. Zezolla's hands felt oddly cold, so kissed them in an effort to warm them up. He couldn't be sure how long they went on like that, but by the time they stopped he felt almost giddy. People were looking at them. In fact, they were the center of attention. Rather than shrink away, Raj felt almost proud. He was aware of someone staring at him from only a few feet away; it was Joseph. The older man plucked at his sleeve.
“Sorry to interrupt, Raj, but your mother wants to speak with you.” Joseph’s eyes were glued to Zezolla, who gave him a good-natured look in return. Raj wavered for a moment, but then he took Zezolla by the hand.
“Tell her I'll be along later,” he said, and before Joseph could reply the two of them left.
Without thinking about what he was doing, blood pounding in his ears all the while, Raj took Zezolla out of the ballroom and out of the building entirely. The warm night cleared his head a bit. They were in the little bell-shaped courtyard beside the Opera House, lined with short trees. They were both out of breath and soon they were laughing, which didn't help. And then Raj surprised himself by kissing her. He braced himself for what she might do, but she appeared pleased. He leaned in for another kiss and as their lips were just about to touch—
“I really shouldn't,” she said, skirting away. Raj’s heart cracked. She must have seen the look on his face because she added, “It's not you. It's just that there are things you don't know about me.”
“I don't care.”
“I'm not a normal person. I can't go out and meet people like this every night like you can. I shouldn't even be doing it this once...”
“I told you I don't care and I meant it. I know it sounds trite to say that I've never felt this way before—”
“I know you haven't. You couldn't have. And that's really not fair to you.”
“My God, we must have been dancing for hours,” Raj said, looking at his watch. It seemed like it had all lasted for only a minute, and at the same time like it had taken all night. They were alone in the courtyard, thought it was open and anyone in the world could come along and interrupt them at any moment. But no one did.
Raj felt incredible, as if something inside of him that had been sleeping for years had finally woken up again. He felt wild and impetuous. He pulled Zezolla's tiny frame against him. “Kiss me again,” he said. He had never actually seen a woman swoon, but he was fairly certain that's what Zezolla did for a moment. Then she threw her arms around his neck and kissed him hard.
Competing thoughts jumbled up in Raj's mind: He should be inside right now, doing his duty and helping his mother work the crowd. He should certainly not be out here with a woman he'd only just met, whom he knew nothing about and had exchanged less than a hundred words with. And he sure as hell should not be thinking about doing what he was thinking about doing now, right out here where they were almost certain to be caught. But he pressed Zezolla against the trunk of one of the little trees anyway and her legs opened to him as naturally as easily as the leaves of a book. Raj felt only partially in command of himself, as if he were a marionette moved by unseen strings. He decided not to let it bother him. He liked where the puppeteer was leading.
Zezolla had a dancer's body, all smooth lines and hard muscle. Though six inches shorter she managed to shimmy her way up between him and the tree so that she could be at almost eye level when they kissed. He worried about the bark rubbing her naked shoulders, but she didn't appear to mind. If anything she encouraged him to press her harder against it, as she kept pulling him into her even though there was really not much further for him to go. She was a bit clumsy, but still entirely sure of herself. A flurry of white-hot kisses made Raj sweat.
He was very keenly aware that she had nothing on underneath the dress. Her small breasts rubbed against him through the thin fabric, tiny nipples erect. He tried to shift so that his erection did not press into her, but she wouldn't let him. In fact, she gave him a look that even Raj knew had only one possible meaning. Even so he hesitated. Was this really happening? The ramifications made his head spin. She traced his cheek with the tip of one finger and said her next words very deliberately:
“Raj: You should know that when I came here tonight it was to meet someone exactly like you.”
“It was?” Raj said, dumbfounded.
“Yes, and now I want you to do something for me that nobody else has ever done before.”
“I...don't know what to say...”
“Don't say anything,” she said, and kissed him again, obliterating all worry and hesitation. The trees were not really tall enough or dense enough to provide anything close to adequate cover, and besides, anyone on the north balcony would be able to see them perfectly well, but somehow that wasn’t important. The warm, sleek feel of Zezolla's sex as he pushed an experimental hand between her legs was more compelling than any degree of good sense (something he'd never had a particular affinity for anyway), and the speedy work that her determined fingers made of his belt left him little opportunity for second or third thoughts. Her dark eyes held him perfectly still even as she took his swollen cock in hand and guided it to her.
There had been a time when Raj was 12 and his friends pushed him into a closet with a girl he had a crush on, ostensibly as part of a party game. He'd been completely terrified, and several awkward minutes passed in appalling silence. Just when he'd been about to slink out she'd astonished him by giving him a kiss. It was only a quick peck, but it was his very first, and it emboldened him enough to give her one back, and then another one, and in the moment when she began to really kiss him back he'd felt a sense of relief and exhilaration and promise—
And that's when his mother opened the door on both of them.
But THE END
