A New Life Together "I can see it in your eyes." My mother said. "Something's wrong." My mother had this uncanny way, of being able to see through any fasade, that I might show. "Mom, I don't know what to do." I joined my mother on her sofa. "I know Steve is more experienced...you know, when it comes to sex. I just don't know if I can satisfy him. "JoLyn, you're a new bride. You're placing alot of pressure on yourself. So, start from the beginning and tell me what's bothering you. If I can, I'll help you." "Well, Steve is asking me to do certain things. I know he's experienced these things with other women. And well, I'm not sure if I can compete." "JoLyn. Honey, what you're talking about...well...it's not a competition. Before we go any further, tell me what Steve is asking you to do." "Mom, it's too embarrassing to discuss." "Nonsense. You're here because something is troubling you. I can't help you, if you don't open up to me. Now...what's bothering you?" I had to sort through my thoughts. I sat back in the couch. I took a few long minutes to think of a way, whereas, I could explain myself to my mother, without causing me alot of embarrassment. "You have to promise me. That whatever I say to you...it stays between you and I." “JoLyn, anything you say to me, it will always stay close to my heart. Now, what is Steve asking you to do, that's making you feel uncomfortable? And before you say anything...please remember, I won't be offended by your language." My emotions were running in circles. Finally, I just blurted it out. "Steve wants me to suck his penis. And he wants to lick my vagina. And...well, he wants to put his penis in my bottom." Just like that, a weight had been removed...the burden had been lifted; I was now close to tears. My mother sat close to me and placed her arm around my shoulder. "JoLyn...honey, first of all, you shoul regard Steve's penis...as his cock." Hearing my mother use the word cock...well, it caused me to look into her eyes. "The only time I expect to hear the word vagina...is when I visit my doctor." She held the side of my face in her hand when she said. "It becomes a very erotic and sensual moment, when you lover refers to your vagina... …but everything was about to change
